Showing posts with label blog. Show all posts
Showing posts with label blog. Show all posts

Wednesday, October 31, 2012

On Your Mark... Get Set... Write!

Happy Halloween & a blessed Samhain!  Today marks the last day of October, which means...


NaNoWriMo is starting up TOMORROW.  Or at midnight tonight if you wanna get picky.  I may not be very active this coming month, as I will be working on a 50,000-minimum-word novel.  Thanks for your patience, though!

Some exciting news... definitely working on the business thing.  No longer events, I am gearing towards kids & families, & may even have someone on board to help with the boring business side of it all!  Wheee!

So I have some things in the works (including a new business blog that will eventually be linked here!), but most major things will be revealed in late-2012 or 2013!

I'll be sure to pop in as I can... I promise I will not completely disappear.

"Writing", 22 November 2008

(from ed_needs_a_bicycle on Flickr; click on the image to be brought to the original source)
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Thursday, September 6, 2012

Moo-ving on Up

So I used to have a business.  And now I don't (officially) anymore.  I still do the occasional session, but not very often, & usually for barter or super cheap or in exchange for the rights to use & sell images.

Anyway.

A friend of mine, who is in the same mindset as I am, posted on Facebook about purchasing moo mini cards.  Now, I had the sample pack of moo cards made up over two years ago with some of my photos & loved them... but couldn't justify making business cards when I felt my style was evolving & I honestly didn't have a large enough portfolio to pull from.

I started thinking about it.  I checked out moo's pricing for the mini cards.  It seemed really reasonable.  I thought about how many people I meet & how often I write my blog URL down.  Then, the clouds parted & angels appeared (no, not at all, that is not how this story goes, but it does lend a certain melodrama).  It all became clear.  Just because I do not have a business, does not mean I cannot get a calling card!

Thus, these beauties were born.  (1. a small selection of cards.  2. a collage of the images used.  3. the backside of the cards.  4. packaging!!!)

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The best part?  When I placed my order (Aug. 29), I got an estimate that the cards would arrive on Sept. 12.  When I received my confirmation email, the moo bot guesstimated a delivery date of Sept. 7.  I actually received my cards by Sept. 1 at the latest, which was when I went downstairs to get my mail.  So really, any time between the Tuesday night I ordered them (at 11:30 pm!), & after the Wednesday morning "shipped" email (8 am!) is fair game for actual arrival at my door.

And check out the cute box with a filing system!  EEP!

So, if you happen to meet me somewhere in the future... I just may have a cute card for you!  (Maybe that's how you got here in the first place, eh?!?!)

So... ridiculous, or genius investment?

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Monday, March 5, 2012

Worst Blogger of the Year Award!

Yeah,  I deserve that award.

I've been MIA for a few reasons.  One, I heard from my awesome Auntie Lynn, our wedding photographer, that photos were en route.  My OCD determined that I couldn't really blog about the honeymoon until I could blog about the wedding, since that would be a travesty and go against chronological order.  I can't have that, it would bug me for all time!

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Yes, that is an image from our wedding day, as we were getting dolled up.  I brought the poopourri... because everyone poops, but our room didn't need to smell like it if the need arose.

Two, I've been going through some rough patches in my personal life (which happen periodically, but lately I feel like real tragedies have peppered my life in the past year or so).  Our first family mini-daucshund, Shadow (whom I have blogged about) was put down this past Saturday at 18 1/2 years old.  Which made him roughly 150 in doggie years.  His heart was going strong, but his eyes had completely receded and deteriorated, his arthritis was awful, and his teeth and mouth were really falling apart.  We loved him and hated to see him go, but we hated to see him in so much pain even more.  When his hind legs gave out, we knew it was time.  It was rough, but we were all prepared for it.  Well, as prepared as you can be to bury your best friend since you were barely seven years old.

Shadow: 18 years old

As awfully sad as the sad parts of life are, other parts are equally exciting.  Bear and I are beginning to save up money and plan for our future, which is something I am constantly daydreaming about.  We have some pretty huge trials we've had to face in our very new marriage already, but we are ready to start looking forward to endless possibilities.  I can't go into details (I feel like I am always saying that on here), but I am really optimistic about our goals!

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Tax season is upon us and that means getting W2s from two jobs and hunting for where exactly I filed all those receipts and booking info for my own business.  I hate this part of owning a business.  Then I thought about it more and realized... I am not all that enthusiastic about running a business altogether.  I understand that hard work is involved and that you can anticipate losing money in the first five years of operation, but that wasn't my issue.  I hate asking people for money.  I hate the pressure of pricing my work and factoring in all the hours of editing, creating albums, maintaining websites... I just love taking the photos and making beautiful memories.  It occurred to me that asking for money from it makes it feel like a dirty business to me.  And therefore, this is not the path for me to take.  So I began figuring how many bookings I still have, determined to honor those, as well as already inquired inquiries, and decline future job proposals.  I am slowly working on closing up shop, as it were.  I figure I can still take photos for family and friends on a barter system.  I like to barter.  Money is something I detest, especially when I ask my friends and family for it... even if it is necessary for making the finished product (and every session I have done to date I made less than I spent when all is said and done).  I also realized I'm not a very self-motivated person.  And then it occurred to me that I had put a lot of other passions on the back burner to try and make this business I didn't really LOVE.  So, I am ending my photography business, and taking up art again.  I will still photograph, because I love to do that.  I plan to start painting again, and I've been working on catching up with my scrapbooking.  Already the relief is flooding through me.  I don't feel like my business endeavor was a failure at all.  I learned a ton in the past three years; about business, photography, and myself.  I view it as a success.  A success that taught me that I am not cut out for that profession.

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And I've generally been doing a lot of living.  I've been reading a ton and writing in my private journal, SMASHing our Honeymoon, and thinking about (but not quite getting motivated enough to begin) spring cleaning.  We DID finally round up the errant Christmas decor (it's hilarious how much holiday trappings we missed the first time around... mistletoe is completely acceptable spring decor, right?  And that advent calendar... and stockings... and that one string of lights...), which made a huge dent in the "stuff I perceive to be clutter".  If it's been lying out for a few weeks, it becomes a permanent fixture in my mind somehow.  Of course, I spend a lot of my time daydreaming in general, about all the places I want to visit and all the things I want to do with my life.  I am a dreamer.



So, I am beginning my series of wedding related posts, intended to highlight various vendors and Etsy sellers of awesomeness!  You all will probably be checking your Bloglovin's and GFC's and will be blown away by my sudden resurgence into the bloggisphere!  Get ready!  Here we go!

*All wedding photos c/o Lynn Norgren Photography!
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Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Facelift

I decided I prefered to give the blog a more clean look, thus the mini makeover. And to tide you all over, one of the photos from Ken's photobooth!

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Tuesday, January 17, 2012

The Longest Break Ever

Hello world!

I have news!  I am alive!  And I have one-upped my Scrabble points for my name by marrying my best friend and taking his hyphenated last name!  Which I keep forgetting to sign.

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So, I obviously left off on a part 1 of a supposedly mutli-part installment about our odyssey into Indiana.  I never even began the next part as a draft or anything, although I think I could pick it up once I see the photos again...

Anyway, I am writing a quick semi-itinerary and "user's guide" for my blog since I was absent for oh-so-long:

I will finish the Indiana saga.  It will at least be one more post, since it began with "Part 1".  I am not sure how many posts it will entail, but I will venture to say no more than two additional.

I will be blogging about the weddingy goodness once I get photos in, which could be next week, or next month.  We shall roll with those punches!  These posts will include highlights about the awesome Etsy sellers we worked with, fabulous vendors, and awesome wedding party.  These posts were brought to you by Guinness.  Not really.  I have no sponsors.  But there WAS Guinness at the wedding, and it was delicious.  I know, because I drank mine through a fun straw.

Insofar as blogging regularity, I can safely say that I will not be nearly as regular as I was when I began.  Why?  Well, I have run out of interesting things in my life (aside from the wedding) and I don't want to bore all you wonderful readers to tears, because you seem like good people who deserve better than fluff filler.

From now on, I am trying to take this blog from it's previous state of "teen magazine" in terms of silly fluff things, to more of an interesting read.  I have also picked up my old habit of keeping a more traditional journal and I contribute that partly to my lack of posting... it almost feels rehashed to write it all here.  Obviously, what I post online is less personal and more polished, public-friendly stuff, but I still want to make an effort not to be redundant for me.  If I bore myself, all bets are off!

Finally, thanks to anyone who still checks this blog to see if maybe anything new is going on in my life (or if I am even still alive).  You rock!  I am going to try to be a better poster, but expect a slow start... it's the beginning of another semester, so my free-internet work time is sucked up by... actually working.

Cheers!
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Wednesday, November 9, 2011

To Everything Turn, Turn, Turn

There is a season.  Lately, it's been a time to mourn and a time to celebrate.  I've been grappling with loss again lately and while I am not ready to talk about it, I am honestly expressing why I have been so negligent about posting.

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I am also working full steam on the wedding!  We have accomplished a ton of important things lately, from the venue to the catering, to dresses and tuxes and so on.  There are so many details to putting together a wedding that I just didn't spend time considering.  Of course, I got caught up in the littlest details, and some things that mattered a lot to me before matter less now.

In the past few weeks I learned a lot about things I can't control and things I can control, as well as things that while I could try to control them, are better left in someone else's control.  Letting go is not always easy, especially when it's something you really would prefer not to let go of.  Some things, like if the wedding party all wears satin or chiffon, are things to let go of and give up to majority vote.  In some respects, the last few weeks have really forced me to grow up and alter my perspective of the world and my little space in it.

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I learned that sometimes it is hard to find something to be grateful for, but there is always something there, right in front of you, even if you don't see it right away.  Sometimes, you can't figure out how to photograph it.  Sometimes, it's obvious and impossible to not get the perfect image.  Sometimes, it doesn't matter if you managed to snap a photo, because that moment will live on in your memory.

I learned that life is precious and fleeting, but everything happens for a reason, and we don't always have control over the outcome of certain life situations.  You can only appreciate what you have and learn from loss or disappointment.  Everything helps you become a better person in the long run.  You should always learn what you can from every situation thrown at you, and take the time you need to celebrate, mourn, or explore deep thoughts you never knew you had.  Then, when the time is over, move on with your new-found knowledge and continue to live your life.

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I spent a lot of time thinking about Bobby and what I had learned from him.  I focused on his love of life and his optimism.  I tried to apply it to my own hard times and turned to my family and friends for support when I needed it.  I learned that I don't always have to be strong on my own.  I learned that my Mom is still my rock and always has my back.  I learned that I truly lucked out in finding my life partner and couldn't have done better if I tried to design him myself.  My Bear is my hero, and I am so grateful for his love and support.

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I learned that when I start to feel that old depression weighing down on me, I need to look around for something to make me smile and appreciate this life of mine, with all it's ups and downs.  I wrote out my feelings rather than bottling them up.  I wrote out my frustrations and my guilts, my hopes and my dreams and my sorrows and my joys.  I wrote until I couldn't write anymore.  And I left my depression in the pages and kept my joy in my heart.

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I am writing now to tell you, my awesome readers, that heartache is a normal part of life.  Sometimes, things are not fair and we feel cheated with the hand we were dealt, but life doesn't have an agenda involving "fair" and "unfair".  There is no "short straw".  The whole point of living is experience.  The human experience.  It comes with pain and elation, suffering and leisure.  Without both sides of the coin, we would never truly appreciate one or the other.  Without moments of grief equal to our moments of joy, we would not fully experience life.

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The time I was quiet on the blog I was living and struggling and laughing and crying and raging and contemplating and meditating... I went on an epic little journey to the edge of what I knew and back, and wanted to share it with you in a little way.  I hope you, too, will go out and make the most of the time you have with the people you share that time with.

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Wednesday, November 2, 2011

I am still alive!

But I really have nothing to blog about...

Autumn is flirting with winter here, so one day I get this:

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And the next it's back to this:

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And as a result, my car has died.  So my mom and Bear get me to and from work, respectively.  I kinda miss the freedom of driving myself, though.  Hopefully my dad will get the thing fixed... but the next frost may do it in for good.  And I can't afford a new car!  Ah!

I am trying to keep up on my 365, but my camera settings somehow got a day behind and I thought I missed a day but I have no idea now.  So, it would appear I am on schedule...

Sorry for lagging so far behind, but the wedding and everything else in life is keeping me crazy busy right now!!!  AHHHHHHH!

Thanks for your patience!

xo
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Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Belated Posting

I'm not gonna lie... lately I have been drawing a blank about what to write here. Since all but abandoning the fairly rigid guidelines I had created for myself when beginning this blog, being the three weekly features on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays, and realizing my life is probably not interesting enough to enumerate in detail, my blogging enthusiasm has falling by the wayside.

I am done trying to be someone else's blog and lately have entered a phase in my life and business centered around being true to myself.  Even if I am not entirely sure how to accomplish that, or what I am all about all the time, I feel that the blogs and businesses I really admire follow a similar mantra.  So, let's try again, shall we?

I am no longer going to try to stick to a routine.  I may not blog every day.  I will do it when I feel inspired, so as to spare you all these mundane, meandering explanations of myself and my posting!

So today I am posting those MDRF pictures from Sunday.  Despite my rather firey emotions of the day, and the ones I still harbor towards it, I got a few fairly decent photographs out of it!

I also have a plan for tomorrow's post and Friday's, but Thursday is in the realm of "whatever-may-happen".  So, bear with me.  We're in for an interesting ride.







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The tall, iridescent glass will be our wedding glasses, since we are incorporating so many colors!  I really, really wish I had all those autumny halloweeny glassworks for our home this season, but it's not really practical considering the cats own the house and we merely pay rent for them!  haha

All of these were taken using my new 50mm f/1.4 lens that I am IN LOVE with!



Isn't it cute?  It's AMAZING for portraiture and pet photography, which is practically all I do, so I foresee using it all the time!  More on that later...

ALSO, today is Patchie's Boy's birthday, so after work I am meeting up with everyone else at the bar to celebrate with them!  Happy Birthday, Boy!

Happy Tuesday night!  xo
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Thursday, October 6, 2011

Wow... a blog award!

I've seen these things get passed along on blogs before, but never thought I would get one.  It's a little silly when you think about it, but also really exciting!  I was one of the bloggers selected as a "recipient" by Kafe 80s, and I would be lying if I said it didn't make me smile!




The rules state that I have to:

    Thank the person who gave the award and link back to them in your post.
    Share 7 things about yourself.
    Pass this award along to 15 recently discovered blogs.


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My seven things are:

  1. I am actually really, really short, and most of my friends are really, really tall.
  2. I am obsessive about things for a maximum span of two weeks, and then I move on (just check my posts... see how much I read for two weeks?  And then... nothing.  Weird)
  3. I have a love-hate relationship with running my own business.
  4. While at work at the library, every sound irritates me and I hate to talk.  As soon as I am out of the library, I long for noise and conversation.
  5. I am still convinced that there is a lake monster in the lake by my Grandparent's NY summer home.
  6. I have kept journals off and on since I was six and have an entire shelf of a bookcase dedicated to housing them.
  7. I am more concerned with my appearance and how people perceive me than I care to admit.
Here are 15 recently discovered blogs (I wouldn't say these are all RECENT, and are listed in no particular order.) Check these out, you will be so happy you visited!

















    Check out any of these blogs and you will either learn something insightful, leave with a smile, discover something new to try and do, or marvel at something amazing and artistic!  The last four are kinda popular and probably have no idea I exist, but if you happen to be new to them, they are pretty amazing blogs with some of the most seemingly centered, driven and grounded ladies I "know"!
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    Thursday, September 22, 2011

    Pssst... Updates!

    I forgot to mention, but you probably already noticed, that the blog has some new tweaks to it!  I also added a new page on the bar above, called My Library.  If you go there, you can see all the books I've read or am currently reading.  Clicking on any of them links you back to where I blogged about them!  Neato!

    Newest Blog Feature!

    I got the idea from this page on Food Coma.  I loved it so much, I wanted to see if I could do something similar.  I am not sure if we are going about it the same way, but it works the same way, which makes me super happy!
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    Tuesday, September 20, 2011

    Love & Monsters

    So, I obviously neglected to post yesterday.  I have an excuse.  Yes, an excuse.  The internet at work (the only place I ever have it, since Bear takes the MiFi with him to work all day) was out.  However, if that hadn't been the case, I probably would still have remained silent, for I had nothing to report.  Yes, internet, my life can be, on occasion, boring and uneventful.  ha



    Last weekend my mom, Bear, and I returned to Annmarie Garden to attend their Artsfest event.  The River Artsfest that we have in our home county seemed like a small get-together in comparison... this event was as big as our annual county fair!  It is also the same weekend as our county fair, in which my mother is usually involved, so we had never attended Annamarie's Artsfest before.  I bought myself a small pen, hand carved from a mottled oak tree, and almost bought a pencil, too... it was truly gorgeous.  I restrained from buying everything I saw, because almost all of it was so unique and I felt I could find a place and use for it all!  The various artist's booths were scattered around the grounds, hugging the numerous serpentine paths through the woods.  The walk is about a mile or two, and we managed to see everything.  Inside the building there were more booths, from sketch artists to woodworkers, glassblowers, and more.  Annmarie is, of course, an affiliate of the Smithsonian, so the artists in attendance harked to locales all over the world.  I collected quite a few business cards, and hope to post my photos as well as links to the artists in a Photobomb later this week.  Provided, of course, I have internet service to upload my photos to Flickr in the first place...

    In this vein, I have sent my rental request and received an affirmative!  We have a venue!  Hooray!

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    Anyway, I have been completely consumed lately by Bram Stoker's Dracula... I am nearly finished reading it.  I have actually become so enthralled with classic literature- the very kind I professed to detest in a previous post- that I find I think in a style similar to the writing style of those authors.  On the one hand, this is very helpful in my job in a college library, as it allows me more credentials in my position in the opinion of the faculty.  However, I find I have more difficulty conversing with STUDENTS, who tend to use a mix of slang and colloquialisms in their typical vernacular.  Now, in all honestly, I have always had difficulty in easily conversing with members of my own generation and those born after myself, and I do not keep up well with popular culture.  Most of it simply does not make sense to me (which is a little sad that, at the age of 24, I am already becoming one of those old timers who does not or refuses to understand modern trends).  Getting back to the original point, my mind is completely engrossed with the story, or stories, of Dracula; from the original texts that I am currently reading, to offshoots spawned by the initial imaginings of Stoker.

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    A couple years ago, in October of 2008, our local theatre performed Dracula: the Case of the Silver Scream, a play that utilized all the familiar characters of Stoker's tale in a 1940's setting at an insane asylum (see the cast photo here, I am the one sitting on the white chair to the right of the frame, with my look-alike American Girl Doll on my lap... I had to use the one that looks like me to amp up the creepy factor!).  The premise was as follows: Jonathon Harker, a Hollywood director, is filming a horror movie at the asylum, run by Dr. Seward.  Lucy Holmwood (here, all the names get a little confused) wins the leading lady role after the original leading lady is found dead.  Mina is the accountant for the production, and Van Helsing is a gumshoe detective, complete with fourth-wall defying soliloquies.  Renfield is still an inmate, and remains zoophagous, that is, of the belief that in consuming raw blood of other lifeforms, mainly insects, rats, and cats, he can prolong his own life.  After a series of ghastly events that threaten closing down the production, that occurred following the appearance of a wealthy foreign Count, Lucy calls on Private Eye Van Helsing to intervine before she, too, meets the fate that befell the actress previously in her coveted role...

    Anyway, in this production I was cast as an inmate with a baby doll.  I loved this role.  It had no lines, as I played a deaf-mute, except a scream.  Later, I had a costume change and was the camera person for the Hollywood film, while Bear had the clapboard and, I suppose, was intended to be the director of photography.  In the beginning before the curtain opened, myself, Stevie, who played another inmate, and Renfield were brought in the house to interact with the theatre patrons, by the "nursing staff".  At one point, I made my way to the balcony and tied a noose around the doll's head, and dropped her over the heads of the theatre-goers seated below.  Renfield had with him a number of meal worms and crickets to eat and offer to patrons... this is one of my most pronounced memories of the show.  As Stevie was a catatonic, and I had an affinity to the baby doll, Renfield often dropped insects into Stevie's mouth when he was in a "daze", and held the baby from me until he forced some bugs into my mouth as well.  They weren't as bad as you think... they were usually flavored.  I liked the crickets much better than the worms, but one day I had a spicy worm.  I managed not to get sick until we got outside.  It was pretty disgusting.  (I found this image on Flickr of another production... but the girl screaming on the pouf was my character!)

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    That was my favorite part ever in a play, and I have had many, including Peter Pan in Peter Pan, Gavroche in Les Miserables,  Rizzo in Grease, and Puck in A Midsummer's Night Dream.  But for some reason, I always look back most fondly on the role in which I had no lines, and very little of the spotlight.  My character had no name, although I named her Charlotte and created an entire back story for her, from how she entered the asylum, to how she first met Dracula and later recognized him when he breached the asylum walls.  By the end of the production, her story had become so elaborate and concise, that the director said that Charlotte was really running the whole operation, and Seward was in inmate, while her experiment on him was to drive a man to madness in the guise of running the madhouse...

    So, that is my little Halloween time story.  Maybe I will find that journal I kept as Charlotte during the run of the show and transcribe it here?  Would anyone like that?

    This is my favorite time of the year, and I am quite taken in by Samhein so I imagine I will relate a lot to stories such as Dracula and Frankenstein, the latter of which I read almost every year at this time.  If you are looking for the occasional spooky read or music or link... keep checking back here, because I will be in full swing sooner or later!

    * All images, aside from the first couple, which are my own, were found on Flickr.  They all link back to their original sources.
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    Friday, September 9, 2011

    Photobomb Friday: MDRF

    Well, the college was closed yesterday and apparently all state parks are closed due to major flooding as well, which gives me a four-day weekend.  We have major sinkholes eating up parts of the main highway, and our little road is basically washed away, but so far the house itself hasn't sustained any damage. I hope our luck holds seeing as we potentially have another three days of torrential downpours to look forward to!  Honestly, between the earthquake, Irene, and these storms and flooding... I am beginning to wonder if I should start making religion a big part of my life again!  It's possibly the end of the world, and all I can think about is how I'm going to go crazy if I am stuck inside much longer!

    Anyway, today is a photobomb of our Sunday at Maryland Renaissance Festival!  We met up with a group of friends and had a pretty terrific time!  Usually I am talked into buying something handmade and expensive, often a corset, which I then never wear.  I like to breathe too much, I suppose.  This time, Bear and I invested in these gorgeous wooden mugs that I cannot stop using!  I am drinking my tea from it right now... as I type!

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    I particularly enjoy the Trekkies.  Random!  I didn't take very many pictures this time, but we'll be back.  As always, you can see more photos on my Flickr!  You can get there by the button on the right sidebar!  I just redid those buttons to go with the new fall theme!  All three pictures were taken with my iPhone 3GS and edited on the Instagram app.

    Well, the rainy days have done a few good things.  One, we are catching up on sleep!  Two, we watched the extended edition of all three Lord of the Rings movies, which I haven't seen since they were in theatres.  Three, we plan on doing some cleaning, and I also hope to have time at the piano!  So far, it hasn't been too bad.  Just wet, humid, and not very friendly to the roads.

    I hope you are doing well wherever you are!

    Have a wonderful weekend, and I hope I will be back on Monday!

    xo

    PS- Be sure to click the "Blogging Worldwide" icon to the right to visit Mary Rebecca's blog and see the list of other bloggers around the world who participated in her round up!  You may find someone you really like there... I already found two or three new bloggers I am interested in learning more about, and I haven't really had a chance to check them all out yet!  Not to mention she's still working on putting up all the lists!  I think the States were the first country posted, so there is definitely a lot more to come!
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